Friends,
People feel embarassed to admit weakness,mistakes or failures but I do not know any successful person that has not made mistakes or failed a number of times, before success. Some of them are Abraham,Jacob,David, Peter,Rahab,Mary of Bethany, Oprah Winfrey,Abraham Lincoln,Ben Carson, Thomas Edison, the list is quite long.Fight the good fight and get the crown(2Timothy4:7)
In the kingdom of God , Rank & Success is determined through battles. The negative situation you see today is simply an opportunity for Promotion. So You failed before? It does not mean you are a failure ,you simply need to learn vital lessons from that failure,then rise up to do it more wisely the next time. I see you WINNING this battle. I say to you,Grace is available, simply get up and GO FORWARD in the name of JESUS. Welcome to the top